February 2012
“To say ‘I love you’ one must first know how to say the ‘I.’ The meaning of the...”
– Ayn Rand (via sabriealleah)
i could’ve slept more. i could’ve slept for hours.
but i am up. and i am going to take this test. and hopefully be okay but possibly not so much. fuck it.
then i will come home and nap. then go to work. then come home and pass the fuck out.
goood day.
Goals.
I keep thinking about last night. We just had such a huge breakthrough with each other. It’s scary because I have so much I want to do… so much to prove to him and to myself. I can do it though. I’m not going to let fear stop me this time. I’m going to stand up and be proactive and do something. I refuse to be the broken one anymore. He was right- I was broken. When he...
6 Types of Love
Eros
a passionate physical and emotional love based on aesthetic enjoyment; stereotype of romantic love
Ludus a love that is played as a game or sport; conquest; may have multiple partners at once
Storge an affectionate love that slowly develops from friendship, based on similarity
Pragma love that is driven by the head, not the heart
Mania obsessive love; experience great emotional highs...
seriously so sleepy.
we were up talking til like 4 am. we really needed it though. we hashed out a lot of different things. i’m still trying to process and collect it all.
we are a work in progress but i have hope. there are a lot of things i need to work on within myself in order to be a partner with him. there were a lot of issues i didn’t know he had and things i didn’t know he felt. i had...
Got a long way to go to get my baby back but it’s going to happen. I can feel it.
Club Paradise.
Gotta start getting ready. It’s going to be amazing <3
got these bomb ass leftover fajitas waiting for me in the fridge. they are calling my name. i think i’m gonna have to answer lol.
sooooo tired.
but this weekend was amazing. lots of new stories to tell.
<3
whiterainbows:
Pink Floyd - Wish You Were Here
druuuunk and lonelyyyy. worst feeling ever.
i love him and miss him soooo much. even tho its been like 2 months. it stills sucks. i love him. i wish i didnt but i cant help it. he is the love of my life.
i want to call him but it will make me sad so i wont. ill watch food nework instead lmao. so sad.
i miss him. and i love him. and i wish he could give us a chance but he can’t but its...
yoga time :)
really excited. going to be a great relaxing way to start my day.
